my diary

zzz, zzz, ZZZ ZZZ.
Oh!
I was sleeping to turn away from job hunting!
Today I took a job interview after an interval of two months and half.
But I sent curriculum vitaes to some companies.
All challenges were failed! Ha-ha-ha!

This time I took the interview with its company executive.( because this company is one of medium and small companies)
I was nervous but I said to myself to be calm.
the interview is more expounding thing...
Its result will be sent in a week.
Pass or failed?
Who knows?

It is getting colder day by day... I've heard the muximum temperature will be 14℃! It is the average one in Norvember.I have to put on more layers of clothing　tomorrow.

A few days ago, I found the web site about mysterious cases in Japan.
Among many cases I was interested in Teigin case.
Last year I read the book "Shimoyama case" written by Tatsuya Mori. In 1949 a president of National railroad company, Sadanori Shimoyama was found as a body on the railroad. In those days people discussed it was murder or suicide. There are some rumors about a criminal of this case, but the statute of limitations on it has ran out.
Here I learned that GHQ intervened and, Teigin case is also related with it. In 1948　bank clerks of Teikoku bank drunk prussic conpound given by a man and killed. This case also prescribed.
I learned about this case in the web site, and knew the horrible unit of the old Japanese army, the 731 unit. I happen to found the book about the 731 unit in used book fair. The book "Akuma no hosyoku" written by Seiichi Morimura. It was a million seller in 1980's. It tells vivid experiment on human beings. I'm very scared!! This fact is much more dreadful than any horror films! Anyway this unit is interesting for me. I want to know more about them.

You can read about many mysterious cases here
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　　　　　　　　　　　　　I can't sleep tonight(>_<)!!

I forgot taking the rough drawing class...
It costs about 3000 yen for one class......
Mottainai!! ("Mottainai" is a international word now!)
I am very shocked... I noticed it just now.

It's raining now.
the sound of beating the roof prevents me from watching the television.

When a vacation begins, somehow I want to read a series of comics or books.
For example I read Yu-yu hakusyo (number 1 to 21?) many times, after finishing reading them I always feel sad...
Though I know its story very well (even know names of minor character) I never lose interest in it!
In this summer vacation (or just today) I'm absorbed in reading Uni Ota's Cherry coke and very berry cherry coke.
There are all serial columns which inserted in bea's up.
I like her unique sense of humor and cute illustrations.

This is her website : Baby girl

All classes in this semester were over!!
Summer vacation has come\(^_^)/!!
Though I don't get a job yet, I want to enjoy it.
I'm going to do anything I want to do without thinking about a stupid problem (of course it is JOB HUNTING!) for the time being...
It is happy for me.

The unhappy thing is that I've got sty in my right eyelid...
Last saturday I had an ache and it became sore and itchy day by day!
In this morning it swelled as if I was hit!!
I went to the hospital soon, and waited for 15 minutes but the interview was finished in 30 seconds...
Doctor's fee and medicine fee cost about 1300 yen.
It's expensive isn't it !?
Anyway "Necessity knows no law"

I bought this glass in Sony plaza yesterday.
Recently I bought Nestle's concentrated coffee and drink it with milk (I love caffellatte).

Last friday, I was interviewed at H company.
I was nervous, but the other interviewees were interesting,
so I had good time with them.
The interviewer said he mails its result in a week...
I feel very sick when I think about that.
I want pass this interview because I never can do.
However I don't want to work at this company...
From the beginning of job hunting I have been worried myself about this thinking. I'm on the slide.

Tomorrow I'm going to ride on my bycicle!
It will make me feel relaxed.

Today my mother and I went to Kinko's and made meal tickets for a summer festival. We made more than 1300 tickets!! My eyes were stinging...
After that We ate curry and nan bread at Taj Mahal.
I ate a curry with okra, and it was very spicy!! Nan bread was big and tasty. Someday I want to make curry from mixing masala.
At home I made cinnamon cookies formed ducks rabbits hearts and wings. I put argent on them.
They are very delicious!!
Oh, is it self-praise?

In two days I have thought about my future seriously.
I don't have any companies to work now.
There is also a way to enter graduate...
I began to think it's good, but I don't have a clear idea about my study and don't have an enough motivation about that either.
That is, less motivation means a hard life of graduate.

....................I AM VERY COMFUSED...................

If I can't get a job, I want to do a part time job at a book store.
I love book and feel comfortable surrounded with them...
Is it an escape from reality???
I can't live with a part time job???
I have to be furiita???

...I am at a standstill...

I made a potato cake with my granma.
Its recipe was contributed to the local press by a housewife.
I wonder how she comes up with original ideas.
This cake tastes good with fresh cream flavored with Cointreau.
I'm going to make coffee with this cream tomorrow in the morning!

By the way Mcdonald's bigan not to sell oolong...
Now They sells Sokenbicha instead.
I don't like its barley flavor.
I'm sorry.

Today my grandmother bought me a new swimsuit ^_^
I was surprsied There are a lot of type of them.
It was very hard to choose a tight one.
Arena's swimsuits have three sizes for different frames.
Standard is normal size, Apple model is for big waistline, and Pear model is for thick thighs.
My grandma bought me a pear model...
I was shocked about my fat thighs...

Anyway I want to wear it!!